broken-hearted

This sem is so painful, everything is going wrong. Everything is beyond my expectation. I'm getting weaker and weaker. I told my mom that I was tired. I fear for the future, fear to face the obstacles and challenges. I ashamed of myself and people around me. Sometimes, I perceive useless. and I'm still thinking of it... I ask Allah to give me an extra strength and patience. plus attempt to accept everything.